After spending the day listening to Burt Goldman's Quantum Jump audios and doing the visualizations, I did something that may seem pretty strange but, if time is a loop, forward and backward and has no end or no start, why couldn't I go back to a time in my life and offer healing at the point of trauma?
I had heard of a kind of healing, Reiki I think it was, which states that one can send back healing to a specific time, and also, Robert Smith (YouTube's HealingMagic channel) does a healing EFT where he gets the person to send back in time, healing to a trauma.
My thinking when I did this was to lessen the trauma of the 13 year old I once was and to tell her that despite what was about to happen, it was not her fault and that people were going to use it to hurt her and punish her, but that she was still loved, and not damaged and that I would be there for her throughout the ordeal.
What was very strange, is I remember, back then, a voice telling me to just let it happen, not fight it and I would be ok after. I started to cry as I felt that I (in the now) had been there that night, I held her hand and had her focus on me, and I told her exactly what I remember hearing at 13 years old, 32 years ago (but forgot) - isn't that just amazing?
I will see, over the next while, if "stuff" starts to change.
Change one thing and everything changes - right?
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